Okay, so I have come to realize I'm not the only person who has up and down days at work. I do feel like you should absolutely love what you do, and I want to, but while I'm where I am, I am going to do my best to make the best out of the situations. There are days where I'm going to lament, and I'll probably never like waking up at 6:30 in the morning (I'm not a morning person, so though I have to work at 8, I need that time). But I feel good walking around and asking people how they are on my way to wherever I'm going at any given point in the day. I like knowing that I am relied on to do things or that I make others feel good.
So in conclusion, lol, I used to be a whatever happens happens, go with the flow kind of person. I intend to be that person again. Do my job, keep it moving, and if something else comes along, then, we'll see what happens then.